Day 1

I cannot sleep tonight. Maybe it's the anticipation of fixing myself tomorrow, maybe I am worried about going to the Doctor and annoyed that I have to go in the first place. Maybe its all the sugar and caffine that I downed yesterday. Its about 5am and I cant wait to "get up" and detox. Im ready to make this change. Im glad I am doing it gradually first. Eliminating sugars first and then the refined carbohydrates after I have detoxed from the sugar. I really wish that I could sleep. I just hope I do good tomorrow. I am in control, I just need to stay strong and finally experience these emotions I have been keeping locked up for years and years.